Losing is not an option, winning is

October 19, 2009 in Reflections

For the past 2 weeks, I’ve lost all my winnings and a good 20% of my account.

I felt like a loser. I don’t know why things start getting wrong when I put real money. When I put paper money, I win 60%. When I put real money, it goes down to 90%.

When I put paper money, I put the trade and go to sleep. When I wake up the next day, I see +180. When I put real money, I put the trade and go watch TV, the next moment, my modem gets d/c, cannot work, my acct goes -220.

I don’t know if this is a matter of emotions? I followed what I did for paper money. Still, shit happens.

I’m really at a lost right now. It feels like